Good morning, its 9am on bank holiday Monday & i’m sat at the computer, i should be going shopping, getting a picnic ready, & going to reighton sands for a day out.

Trouble is i have  labyrinthitis this condition pops up at the most inconvenient times & says HOLD everything i’m going to put a stop to your day. So i’m on go slow today otherwise i’d fall over and injure myself, i hate this symptom.

Symptoms of labyrinthitis

The most common symptoms of labyrinthitis are:

• feeling that you or your surroundings are moving or spinning (vertigo)
• feeling or being sick
• some hearing loss

These symptoms can vary in severity, with some people feeling that they can’t stand upright.

Other symptoms of labyrinthitis may include:

• mild headaches
• ringing or humming in your ear(s) (tinnitus)
• fluid or pus leaking out of your ear(s)
• ear pain
• changes in vision, such as blurred vision or double vision

The symptoms of labyrinthitis can be quite severe during the first week, but usually get better after a few weeks.

In some cases the symptoms can last longer and have a significant impact on your quality of life and ability to carry out everyday tasks.

So besides the symptoms of a severely drunk person, i am a forty something year old who hasn’t blogged before so any tips would be most welcome.

I have quite a large family 5 children who range from 28 to 17, four girls and one boy, including twins, 6 grandchildren including twins, yes we have been that lucky,  and lucky number seventh grandchild will be here by march we have 4 boys & 2 girls so i’d love another granddaughter.

my usual job role is supervisory assistant, very glamorous, but is actually a dinner lady, but i always manage to progress quickly from the playgrounds to the classroom, i have experience with long term ventilator clients and autistic young people, mostly with quite severe autism, this was a role i flourished at i loved going to work learnt a great deal about autism and inclusion not to mention safeguarding, the story’s, you would not believe how cruel some human beings can actually be #shocking.

A little about me i’m not very good at talking about me but i love to write its always being my thing, had diary’s for years until a ex decided to use it against me ” how rude” so they got burnt shame really i find it good to reflect on past feelings and emotions to see how far one has traveled. I love to read a good gripping vampire book will post more about this later, i’m a very avid cross stitcher, i love making things so i will have a go at most crafts, recently i have learnt how to put pics on candles its amazing i’ll show you later, also my very good friend has managed to teach me to crochet many have tried and failed i’m still a bit hit and miss but get the general idea and have made a square……tbc

I live in a house “like most i hope” on a street that is so eventful they really do not know how to behave, drunk and arguing at least twice a week, the stinky weed smoker next door “cough” can’t have my door open as it drifts in my house, and makes me feel sick can’t hang the washing out firstly for fear of it been stolen secondly do i want to smell like a weed smoker? The fantastic parenting that has social services round often, the 3 year old running about in underwear unattended, peeing all over the street the teenagers fighting with their parents on the street, the drug dealers driving above the speed limit, i fear for those children, young adults bringing small motorbikes or motor cross bikes noisily up and down the street, and the police in constant attendance to 3 property’s seriously its better than coronation street sometimes, but eventually it wears you down, non of us want to live on this street anymore but trying to move is proving difficult.

My 24 year old son has just moved out lucky for him, with his girlfriend, i do hope all goes well, was hoping for a spare room for my clothes & shoes no such luck one of the twins has claimed it “typical” so it looks like we have some painting to do.

as much as i’m enjoying rambling on like this its time for breakfast and coffee enjoy your day.

Blessed Be